What is my process?
(Written to: "All This Time" by OneRepublic)
"Process" is a bit of laughably self-important term.
I can't really take it seriously because I'm strongly against the air of pretense that exists in the art world. My mom raised me with the conviction that art is for everybody.
I suppose, however, that "process" actually is the best term to describe what goes into the creation of one of my paintings, and so, begrudgingly, I will use it.
What does my "process" look like?
I believe that focus creates art. Therefore I need to align my focus so completely on not just the piece itself, but also on the state of mind required to complete the piece.
What am I looking to accomplish? What is my message?
Then it becomes my job, as an artist, to transport my mind to that place or bring my mind through that lesson it needs to move through. Submerge myself entirely in it. Allow it to completely absorb me until I'm lost and all that remains is that state and the artwork that comes out of it.
How do I achieve that?
I am alone.
I gather all of the art supplies that I may even slightly possibly need.
I put them on the ground.
I pray.
I put in my wireless headphones and find that song.
A popular torture technique is to play one song on repeat for prolonged periods of time.
That is my process. And no, I'm not kidding.
I choose the song that connects with the piece that is appearing in my mind. And I queue it up to play about 15 times in a row. (Although I sometimes need to queue up even more.) Using my wireless headphones, I am isolated with the song while also freeing up my hands to work without the interference of a cord.
I know it sounds crazy. You should have seen my fiance's face the first time I told him that that's what I was doing.
I don't do drugs. And so this is one of my primary methods of altering my consciousness and focus. And not that art needs an "altered state" because it definitely doesn't, but if you can find a comfortable corner of altered consciousness to explore, then I think you owe it to humanity to do it. Explore that space. Share what you've found with the people who will never go there. Because that's art.
Anybody who has ever spoken the same word over and over and over again knows that things begin to warp and distort with repetition. Things become strange.
You see and hear and feel things that you wouldn't normally experience.
Sofa, sofa, sofa, sofa, sofa, sofa, sooofaaa, sooooooofa, sofa, sofaaa, sofa, sofaaaahhh...
Even typing the same word over and over again makes the word and the whole process of language seem bizarre.
Musical repetition and musical cueing centers my focus in a way that I've found to be incomparable. It's better than drugs. Honestly. And with no side effects, aside from a few judgmental (but fascinated) stares.
So I listen to the same song. I align with it. I submerge myself completely in a weird union between the singer, the song, the message, the music, the lyrics, my soul, my paints and tools, my body, my eyes, the piece itself, my mind, thoughts, feelings and message. I harmonize my soul with the painting, the song, the world and my God.
The song of a piece is a component to the piece without question. (Does that mean I owe royalties now?)
I actually have the same process for when I am writing, as well.
On the backs of nearly all of my paintings, the song of that painting is listed. Same for my writing. I write the name of the song before the scenes begin to which I used the song to write.
I've found this method serves a two-fold purpose. One for me the artist, and one for you, the viewer or reader.
The first, as an artist, is it makes editing and revisions very easy. If I need to go back to a painting and add another layer, I know which song will transport me to where I need to be. It's efficient and effective- two of my very favorite things. For writing, if I'm going through and expanding a scene, I know which song to play to immediately immerse me back in that frame of mind that I was in while writing and that I need to re-enter to adequately add to the work.
It keeps the vibe of the work consistent, which I think is a very useful thing in art. And by keeping the vibe consistent, it keeps the messaging and brushtrokes more concise.
I do use songs more than once, for more than one thing, if I really enjoy the songs. Especially Trevor Hall songs.
Additionally, as a viewer or reader, I feel as though it adds to your experience if you also play the song while viewing my art or reading what I have written. You'll notice the song I wrote this blog post to at the top of this page.
It's an odd process, and I don't expect it to resonate with you if you're an artist.
After all, it's my unique process. Every artist has their own and to mimic another's can be interesting for a little while, but its effectiveness wears off since it's not authentically your own and the way in which art speaks to you.
That's why I'm not threatened to share it.
No one can do something better than the person who created it. No one is a better cubist than Picasso and Braque.
I've struggled with focus and attention regulation my entire life. And it's a great problem at times because I have this thing called hyperfocus, where I can so acutely focus on one thing for so long that nothing else even remotely exists.
I've found that I can ramp that up even more with this process.
The process of creating art is gifting the world with a product of your focus and perspective.
I hope that you find the process which works best for you and a way in which you can share your perspective with the world, because after all, as my favorite writer says: The eye was placed where one ray should fall, that it might testify of that particular ray.
So go out, and be a testimony.
TRISHA WILES